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Saturday, January 17, 2009
Stress
I try to put in my best effort in whatever i do but it seems always it end up to my own disadvantage. I am glad that my boss commended me for the work i have done but it also put extra stress on me for the presentation next week. Once i screwed up the presentation next week, i know all the effort i have put in will go into the drain. Actually, from what i have discussed with my DT kakhis, we all agreed that it is better to be a low profile employee than a high profile one (perhaps only in DT). A low profile one can survive longer as any mistake which you make will not be magnified and also you wont have to go thru so much shit. Actually, theres a downside to being low profile which is you might not be able to get the recognition and satisfaction from your work. For some people, that might not be necessary cos their main motive from working is to get money. That is not the case for me, i must derive satisfaction in what i do. Went back office to talk to my big boss and she also commended me for my work, said she want to groom me, etc. Actually, i am quite skeptical when people say they want to groom me. My previous big boss also said that to me when i just joined DT. But end up, i only saw him giving all the opportunites to guys. Dunno is this an empty cheque again or not? But anyway, if i screw up the presentation next week, nothing more need to be said already also. I am not actually worried about presenting, i am more worried about the questions they will ask. Pray hard that they dun ask much!Tommorrow is such a special day!!!!! Its my dear's birthday. Love and miss him so much!!!
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