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Wednesday, June 25, 2008


Dilemma





Went bbq and stayed over night at Pasir Ris Park last sat with my dear deloitte friends. Really feel relaxed and happy when i am with them. We even pitched a tent , it has been ages since i pitched a tent. This make me think of guides days.
On tues, i went Southern Ridges with my mentor group. My senior is so funny! After walking for only 1km, she keep on asking us how long more are we going to walk. Then after that when we reach harbourfront MRT, she dun even care about her image and just seat on the floor. She is so cute! After the walk, we went to M Hotel to have hotpot buffet. I didnt really eat much cos after the walk, partner treated us to starbucks and i had one big cup of Mocha. But the dessets at M Hotel is nice, i like their cakes!
But today is a super sian day. I am alone with my MIC at client's place. I try to talk super nicely to the client bcos i dun want to kenna scolding from the client as i clear other pple's shit. I simply hate to clear other pple's shit! Today i asked my MIC what i will be doing tml and i am surprised he gave me the answer : "shit -yard" Ha, how he know i always say shit yard instead of ship yard. Maybe he heard it from my dear mayjin. I missed mayjin so much, no more new gossips after not seeing her for so long. Hope everything is okay for u ger!
I really feel like tendering, the only thing that is holding me back is my colleagues, i love most of them bcos they are such nice people to work with! But everytime i think of the shit i am doing, the pay i am getting and the hours i am working, i think i am simply stupid to carry on. Asked MIC about bonus today and he said most prob one mth pro-rated (so idiot one day also want to pro rate) and maybe dun even have bonus. If no bonus, i will tender immediately after clearing all my leave. Huiru asked me a very interesting question : "Did i regret coming into Deloitte or did i regret going into audit?" I realised i dun even have the answer myself! I think its bidirectional.


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