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Thursday, August 09, 2007
super duper tired
I really dunno to just simply believe that pple around me are treating me nicely sincerely or are they all putting up a mask. I really dunno to like or hate my mgr. As a matter of fact, he is a very good and nice leader who cares for his subordinates. He talk to my mentor partner to get me out of trouble due to the misunderstanding in handing in of timesheets, he drive me home when we worked late, he treat us to dinner, he explain very clearly and patiently how things are to be done, he forgive me for the mistakes that i have made. But i dun like the fact that he always criticise others in front of me when he appear to be very nice to those people too. His criticisms are based on fact but i just feel that if u can say these things to me, i bet u are talking something bad behind my back too. I am not sure if it happen but i cant help but wonder cos i hate these kind of pple. As i was talking to my mgr yesterday, i realised that he knew alot of things even though he was not together with us at the client's place. He said the client told him but i seriously think its my colleagues who told him those stuff cos there is no way that the client know of those stuff. Haiz, that means there are spies around. I think i will get myself into deep trouble one day cos i simply tell my colleagues and mgr how i really feel or think. I should learn to be diplomatic but i hate that kind of me. Working long hours is already a very tiring job and having to put up a mask as we work makes life even more miserable. I think i am not suitable for the corporate world, should seriously start to look at the newspapers and look for a new job.
2:12 PM