Saturday, May 21, 2005
friendship
Haiz, i think friendship are so weak even those that are built up after several years. I feel so sad evry time after thinking about it. I am not a friend who can entertain others, i always wait for pple to entertain me and perhaps they get sick of entertaining me one day and will eventually leave me. When i do not keep in contact with someone, it is not that i have forgotten that person, its just that i dunno how to start approaching that person again and i always hope that person will start approaching me but eventually i lose them. I feel very bad about it but that is my character, think i will nvr change. Deep in my heart, i still care alot about them but they will think that i dun care about them anymore and this really make me very sad. People always cry over relationships stuff, well i cry over that too but i cry even more when a friendship breaks down cos to me, friends are really much more impt. without them, i wouldn't have hold on till this day, i think i would have commit sucide long ago. No matter whether u all hate me or still care about me, i just want to let all my friends know i really appreciate the care and concern u all shower on me and i will always keep those memories with me. Not contacting u does not mean u are forgotten cos i always keep u all in my heart, forever i promise...
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