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Thursday, April 21, 2005


bad mood

I am having a terrible headache now and i really feel like killing myself, what's the point of me living on earth, i always have this thought in mind. I ruin my whole accounting paper, it was like shit, i dunno what the hell i am doing, i just hope i won't fail. Kaoz, i feel very bad , feel like just running away, away from evryone. I hate the me now and i feel so terrible. Maybe if i die, i still can help other pple by donating my organs to them. I am so useless!
Yesterday was my sis's birthday and she received the summerscent vcd she wanted from a guy, kaoz, i am so jealous of her, why no guys buy things for me leh? i haven't got her present yet cos now exams ma but dunno what to buy la since she got all the things, she got a top, jacket, bag and bla bla bla.
I am listening to jay's songs and crying in front of the computer now, dunno why i am crying but i just feel terrible. even jay cannot make me feel better...


2:50 PM