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Wednesday, March 23, 2005


bo li xie

Last night watched the last episode of bo li xie, i hate the ending cos ze xiong died in the end but i guess it is the only way to end with an impact, happily ever after stories are just too unrealistic. Haiz, i cried when i watch the show not when i saw ze xiong died but when i saw how sad his grandma and dad was. I really agree with yee that those who carry on living suffer more than those who are dead, she told her bf if one of them has to die, she rather be the one who live on and accept the suffering, ha, sound weird right. But, i rather be the one who die first no matter in terms of family members or friends cos i cannot imagine myself carrying on with my life if any of them leave me. I am a coward. A few years back when my uncle died, i was so traumatized even though i am not very close to him, tears just keep on flowing down my cheeks during the funeral. But, my cousins( my uncle's children) never even shed any tears at least in front of me. They are sad but they know life have to go on, i really admire them, i dun think i will be able to do that if i am them. So, lao tian, if u want to take away the life of anyone besides me, take away mine first.
My father's leg got some pblm, think need to go for a minor operation, but i am still very worried, i very scared the operation will take place during my exams then i cannot even go and take care of him, why evrytime my exams then something have to happen that make me dun have the mood to go for exams anymore???????????


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